It’s not really what happened so much as how he said it. Shinjiro gave him a long look, trying to figure out if he was serious. “Wait. So you’re - not surprised, at all, cause you blew yourself up on purpose?”

Honestly, if he had to choose, being poisoned sounded like a shitty way to die. Maybe being blown up was faster? It’s still ‘part of my plan’ that’s bothering him honestly.

“What was your plan, then?”